December 2009
blah blah blah apology rejected
dear charlie, so i received an email from one of them. she was apologizing for what they did that day and she was explaining everything blah blah blah. well i thought this would all be okay but i guess it will never be. funny because its like breaking up with a boy, but you know what, its even better than that. even better than what i expected. the feeling is like WOW. i didn’t feel sad or...
Dec 26th
stepping down
dear charlie, tonight was supposed to be a night of laughter. but it didn’t happen. my so called “friends” kept on walking behind me talking to each other. i tried fitting in but they just won’t include me in their FUCKING CONVERSATION. at first i didn’t mind at all but i was getting bored and i was getting pissed already ‘cause they were just laughing with...
Dec 23rd
i deserve it
dear charlie, so today is the day… that the grades were released. i didn’t wait for it, actually. i didn’t care at all. i wanted to enjoy my vacation and i didn’t want anything that would bother me or make me sad when i’m supposed to enjoy. but well of course i had to see my grades. i had no choice. i checked online at around 11am to see if the grades were already...
Dec 21st
reaching out: my heart, my thoughts, my self
dear charlie, i’ve been naughty this year. really, REALLY NAUGHTY. well, i won’t go into detail about that but rather, i’d just tell you a story that really bothered me. well, last wednesday, i believe, kakatapos lang ng exams and it was so freaking hot everywhere and i can’t help but be annoyed and irritaded with just about everything i see. while i was on my way home, a...
Dec 20th
little things left unsaid
dear charlie, grabe. finals ko na next week tapos may case study pa na kailangan gawin tapos may project pa ako sa programming na kailangan tapusin by friday…tapos nakuha ko pang gumawa ng blog. haha anyway, kasi naman, naisip ko lang… WHAT IF HUMARAP SILANG DALAWA SA AKIN AT TANUNGIN AKO KUNG SINO ANG MAS GUSTO KO SA KANILA? wala lang. bigla ko lang talaga naisip. naimagine ko pa...
Dec 9th